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A Finer World

by Spiderlegs

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Did you ever have a dream That meant everything to you That you held within your heart And you never shared Even those you've loved And the ones who've loved you Never knew about your dream Because of how it made you feel so vulnerable Then that one day/ you told them all about it That time you bared your soul And their reaction was not what you expected Or /ever thought, because they shot your dreams down like a fleeing outlaw Like a runaway slave Maybe they laughed while Your dreams were Gunned down at sundown The lie that they tell everyone Is you should follow your dreams But what they really mean is keep them hidden And toil away in your meaningless existence Follow your dreams they say But not too closely They will lead you astray And mess you up mostly Don’t hope don’t dream don’t love don’t seek Just do what you do and what you’ve always done for 40 plus hours a week And let your dreams be Gunned down at sundown So they die in the night time Instead of the light Don’t let your dream’s remains be identified Even though you know it’s not right Gunned down at Sundown Did you ever have a dream that meant everything to you That you held within you heart That you never shared Because the lie they tell everyone is Follow your dreams but they really mean is Keep them hidden and toil away in your meaningless existence Follow your dreams they say But not too far Don’t be late to work Don’t ever take a day off Don’t hope don’t dream don’t love don’t seek Don’t hope don’t dream don’t love don’t seek Just do what you do and what you’ve always done for 40 plus hours a week And let your dreams be Gunned down at sundown Dead dreams
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Delightmare 04:11
You tried and you tried too hard To be something That you are not Your disguise, so elaborate Completely obscures what you really are Is what you are... My delightmare 2 I’m not here to kiss the ring I don’t cop to that kind of thing I’m only here for the scenery I’m only here for the scenery which I’m pretty sure Is only here for me You have been and shall always be My Delightmare My dream come not so true Just like you 3 You are part of me The art in me that craves to be created The first and last lines Of a tale no one will ever read A song to which no one will ever sing along A joke with a punchline no one ever gets But you...always the only one laughing My dream almost come true Almost come true My delightmare
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These kinds of days will drive you crazy People saying stupid shit every time you turn around There are causes on every corner Each time you pick up a new one You put an old one down Their goal is not to win Just to tire you out/Wear you down So you won’t have anything left When you face them in the next round Stupid wins by sheer numbers The unenlightened outnumber us 10/1 They don’t debate, they just repeat themselves-- beat their chests and Act like they’ve won All these causes on every corner So many you put the old ones down each time you take up a new one Pick and choose your battles... There are better fights to fight It’s a long way down There are bigger fights to fight Such a long time gone More important fights to fight Let the small things slide Save your strength for the big time There are better fights to fight. These kinds of days will drive you crazy People saying stupid shit / every time you turn around There are causes on every corner Each time you pick up a new one You put an old one down Don't get so easily bated the only reason trolls exist is just to hear themselves whine Even though it might seem really deflating kick ass When everything's on the line Stupid wins by sheer numbers The unenlightened outnumber us 100/1 they just keep repeating talking points And beating their chests acting like they’ve won All these causes on every corner So many you have to put the old ones down each time you take up a new one Pick and choose your battles...
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So far from perfect was perfect to me So not my type but my type you soon would be You nailed my soul to a wall and left it there to writhe And never thought to give a single reason why You looked me in the eye Told me that you loved me But it was just a lie Nothing left of nothing No more coming to your rescue No more talking you down No more cleaning up your messes No more having me around You said we’re the best of friends Like you’d even know how that feels And said we’re not friends anymore Like that was some kind of big reveal You looked me in the eye Told me that you loved me But it was just a lie (it was just a lie...)2X (Nothing left of nothing). You even told our friends you love me That’s part of what made me fall Knowing you was never easy Then to find I don’t know you at all I even shed tears for you Then drowned them in plenty of shots Each petal on your flower plucked says$z She loves me not Why did it fall apart Without me even there to my dismay My very best became my most awful day You made me look you in your eye Told me you were really in love with me How could that have been a lie Now there’s nothing left where nothing’s Ever going to be I never get to know why I never get to know why What changed what changed I never get to know why. Then one day and the next day and the next day you told that youd never love me That’s what you said you said you’d never love me Still never told me what changed
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This is not what anyone wants It’s not what anyone needs It’s not what anyone sane Would ever buy into or believe The end is nigh No It already happened thousands of years ago A story cobbled from almost every story That came before it See, it’s harmful mythology Based on fear, sold as love We burn in hell because god wants us to Because god loves us, right? This is control, pure and simple You’re not a god You’re just a symbol Nailed to your martyrdom The unfortunate son 2. Have you ever read your Bible? Or just had it preached at you All of that sick stuff in it Aren’t you glad it’s not really true The end is nigh No It already happened in AD 69 One story chosen of all the 28 versions written to scare you See, it’s torture porn philosophy Based on fear, sold as love We burn in hell because god loves us Because god wants us to burn in hell This is control, pure and simple You’re not a god You’re just a symbol Nailed to your martyrdom The unfortunate son Am I safe If I’m not saved 3. This is not what anyone wants It’s not what anyone needs It’s not what anyone sane Would ever buy into or believe The end is nigh No It already happened thousands of years ago A story cobbled from almost every story That came before it See, it’s torture porn philosophy Based on fear, sold as love We burn in hell Because god loves us because god wants us to burn Based on fear, sold as love We burn in hell because god wants us to Because god loves us This is control, pure and simple You’re not a god You’re just a symbol Nailed to your martyrdom The unfortunate son
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if anything I ever did really mattered Now’s the time to say that it did Decisions must be made without/keeping anything hidden And I’ve never been assessed this kind of Self Evaluation These are the impractical perils of an unmade mind If only I could hold up and see all the answers And know how things could have been so much better than this And Ive never been scrutinized like this before Knowing me /inside and outside /and it Goes on forever Hold this for me/one last time My hands shake every time I try to take it with me Every time I say goodbye Every time I breathe 2x Every time I say good bye Now we’re back in the right direction And hauling ass there in record time We finally know the difference between How things are/and how they should be We’ve never seen this theory/ applied in real time And we didn’t think it would last and last and last this long Hold me /for one last second/one last time I’m shaking /every time I open up my eyes every time I try to put it down It talks to me like a lover And makes me feel guilty/for saving my own life It seeks an end /it needs an end so It can go back to the beginning and start things over But we/are not ready to fall/ into that pit again and/lose everything We lost it all before/it hurt and we were cold/ with nothing to eat/and no one to show us a good time So we got ready to fall/into the mouth of hell/ to be chewed up And swallowed and shit on the ground This isn’t why we were born in this place/ And during this time / we were made for something, something better than this So much better than this
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Dive So Slow 04:04
I always thought you were here I always thought you were nearby But I could never catch a glimpse of you Or really anything that you did when I was not there. Are you a figment of my imagination A delusion anhallucination a dream I had while I was dying a Rope that broke when I was trying to seek you Just to speak to you Just to see you in the moonlight Just for one night Or all the time it takes to get somewhere We can be like star light bouncing off the moon We can sing in or out of tune All the places and the voices there Carry us to anywhere A melodic beast of burden With no stones to throw filigree and vertigo opalescence and shine These are part of a world I claim as mine Part of a world I claim as mine I always thought you were here I always thought you were nearby I could never catch a glimpse of you Or really anything that you did when I was not there. When am I ever there When am i ever anywhere When am I ever here When It leaves it always goes back there Where big things made little things Born alive or hatched from eggs No one can know what’s next You grab the glass I’ll grab the bottle Let’s drink to drinking Let’s drink to thinking Let’s drink to this sinking ship
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Now 04:55
Now I’m old Now my wishes turned to dreams I don’t remember 2 Now my life is nearing its end Now I can see it all And it’s all for me... at least when I daydream it’s all for me 3 Now I see a shadow circling over me Vultures seem like angels in the heat moments just before the daydream ends 4 And now the night falls Now I am on the ground Now the angels draw nearer Now they whisper things to me 5 as they remove me from here piece by piece by piece by piece 1a Now I’m older Now my dreams turned to wishes I don’t remember 2a In my finer world I am becoming an angel where vultures fear to tread And I can remove me from here 3a Now That shadow circling over me Is the only thing that I can see In the moments just before the daydreams cease to be 4a And now the day breaks Now I am in the sky Now the angels are so far away I can’t hear them whisper things to me 5a as they Try to Put my pieces with my pieces And pieces and pieces 6 Now you’ll have to look up to see me Not down at the mess on the ground Up to see me not down 7 How long will I stay up here How long will I be kept in place Up here How will I know when the time has come to put me in my new place 4b In my new place Where vultures fear to tread In my new place 8 In my new place Where vultures fear to tread 9 In my new place In my new place
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I really love doing drugs with you You’re the most fucked up fun there is I love how much you want to fuck me When you’re high We don’t even care why... I love that—like you’re barely there—fucked up Look in your eye Like you’re barely alive I love you more than everything else in the world I’m not obsessed with you Ok maybe a little Please don’t ever leave me Or die before I do If you did I’d be buried alive with you Even if they cremated you they’d Cremate me too So I’d always be with you Yours forever dark These are things You should never ever ever ever know About me. I love when you look at me/like I’m crazy Like you’re scared of what I’ll do to you I love when you’re afraid of me That frightened look in your eyes Your fear turns me on There is darkness There is pitch black And far below that...there is me Yours forever dark
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released October 31, 2020

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